emo

sometimes i wonder..

what i really really want in my life?

i cannot shake off the feeling that my life was being manipulated..

for eg, i hate IT but why i ended up forcing myself to study IT?

all because a word from my parents..

they said a firm NO when i told them i wanted to study Advertising at the 1st place..

in fact, i really never stand up for myself and fight for the things i wanted..

i could not blame my parents for their choices..

all they want is their daughter to have a bright future..

n at times i try to be nice to everyone..

what i get in return?

people taking u for granted..

people backstab u..

people take u for a ride just because of that..

as if i am born to serve mankind..

*sigh*

can i tell them to f**k off?