09 November 2007

mini update

oh lord, my home PC once again failed to serve me..

my monitor was dead since last Saturday..

there goes all my entertainment..

no ATNM season 9, no music, no msn, no emails, no bloggin, NO LIFE for a week~

but now.. i got a brand new kickass LCD!!!

maybe it is not that brand new.. but who cares!

i'm over excited now *lalalalalalalalalalalala*

02 November 2007

love & hate

my mind is so cloudy..

i'm thinkin bout my parents, my loved ones n those who never ever wish i will ever leave..

*sob* i'm leaving Malaysia for a business trip..

n it will takes around..

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a month


i told Junn that i will be leaving for a YEAR (which i was testing him).. n guess what is his response?

"i will miss u lor"

n i was like, "that's all? i will be gone for a year for god's sake n that's it?"

@$@#~&$@#$&$

cis bedebah, kononnya my best buddy..

but what can i expect rite? it's just a month what..

what will happen to me?

*deep thought*

how i wish i'm going with the colleagues i wanted to..

how i wish they were not the one that talked bad bout me..

how i wish i'm not working with a boss that is looking up to me..

how i wish someone will be taking care of my parents..

never ending wishes..

i hope i'm leaving for good..

n pray for me i will come back in one piece~

to someone whom very concern of this, i promise u here.. i will still remain unchanged and treating u the same way like before..