is he the one?

i always question myself this..

how much i like him? or do i really like him? or maybe, just maybe i'm amazed at the way he loves me all the time..? or mayb i really do love him? or maybe he is just too sweet to be rejected?

or is it lust!? some kinda infatuation that will fades eventually!?

trying to figure out whether i love him or do i not love him is a hugeeeee ? mark.. it cannot be explained in logical maths nor calculus nor scientific theory.. not that i can flip coins or pluck fresh daisies to determine whether is he the one.. NO WAY!

what i was trying to say is.. when there is someone out there, loves you just the way you are, makes you laugh, pampers you to death and - crucially - he is ready to take you back to meet his parents ( even we are not an item!!!!! ).. the list is long, but you still having a very hard time figuring is he the right one.. got wat i mean? *headache*

some said i'm thinking hell-of-a-lot.. some said i have a very high expectations on man.. some even said i'm a selfish creature; i only love being loved..

looking back, i have way too many regrets on how i dealt with LOVE.. just because of my indecisiveness n fickleness n stubborness, i often chased away the right one.. i'm an asshole when comes to rejecting people..

so tell me, how do you determine that you are falling for her/him?