mini update

oh lord, my home PC once again failed to serve me..

my monitor was dead since last Saturday..

there goes all my entertainment..

no ATNM season 9, no music, no msn, no emails, no bloggin, NO LIFE for a week~

but now.. i got a brand new kickass LCD!!!

maybe it is not that brand new.. but who cares!

i'm over excited now *lalalalalalalalalalalala*

love & hate

my mind is so cloudy..

i'm thinkin bout my parents, my loved ones n those who never ever wish i will ever leave..

*sob* i'm leaving Malaysia for a business trip..

n it will takes around..

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a month

i told Junn that i will be leaving for a YEAR (which i was testing him).. n guess what is his response?

"i will miss u lor"

n i was like, "that's all? i will be gone for a year for god's sake n that's it?"

@$@#~&$@#$&$

cis bedebah, kononnya my best buddy..

but what can i expect rite? it's just a month what..

what will happen to me?

*deep thought*

how i wish i'm going with the colleagues i wanted to..

how i wish they were not the one that talked bad bout me..

how i wish i'm not working with a boss that is looking up to me..

how i wish someone will be taking care of my parents..

never ending wishes..

i hope i'm leaving for good..

n pray for me i will come back in one piece~

to someone whom very concern of this, i promise u here.. i will still remain unchanged and treating u the same way like before..

i heart my life

i find it quite amusing when some people will describe me as the bad one..

i always been stereotyped as player because ( i admit ) i have tons of close guy friends around me..

so what?

mixing well with guys is sinful uh?

n sometimes people will reckon me as a smoker or a drunk ass - just because - i go clubbing kinda often..

OMFG, can u believe it???

i'm not trying to defend myself saying i am the most innocent girl in the universe..

but in fact i'm not the girl with a bad reputation..

those who know me well, u should know how "angelic" i am *lol*

for those who don't really know me well, u are such a loser.. F**K OFF & stop spreading rumours bout me!!!

MY LIFE HAS GOT NOTHING TO DO WITH LOSERS!!!

anyhow, nothing's gonna stop me from enjoying my beautiful life..

speaking of clubbing, i remembered..

Maison night with my girlies ( 15th Sept 2007 )

girls just wanna have fun~

drunk ziwen n me

we were all there to heal a broken heart~

btw, tell me how many friends can survive through more than a decade?

WE DID..!

a decade and still counting..

**** friendship isn't a big thing - it's a million little things ****

my folks

i'm ecstatic now!!!

i just got home from dinner with my parents..

u should be wondering why i'm so crazy over an ordinary family dinner..

but lemme tell u..

i nearly lost my parents yesterday *touch wood*

thinking i'm exaggerating?

yesterday around 12 in the morning, i got a call from my papa..

he was mumbling something bout his car crashed..

i was dumbstucked..

i could not do anything because i don't have a car to get to my parents.. besides, they were in Genting when the accident happened..

feeling so helpless, i called my dad non stop to check on them.. n guess what?

my parents were injured.. my mama was even worse cause she did not put on her safety belt *sigh*

the worst one should be the car.. my papa might be replacing him *lol*

i felt relieved only after the doc said my parents were all fine.. my dad got bruises on his chest.. and my mom got a fracture on her shoulder.. if she was wearing safety belt, i bet she is fine now!

i reached home around 6am++ after everything been settled..

it was a big big relieve..

i even cried myself to sleep cause i cannot imagine my life without the man i love the most, my papa~

speed recovery to my parents

i will banned my folks from goin to Genting in the future *wink*

burfday fever

happy burfday to me,

happy burfday to me,

happy burfday to meeeeeeeeeeeeeee,

happy burfday to me.

today is my big big day!!!

damn excited can?

lalalalalalalalalalalalalalala~

but unfortunately i need to work today!

~may all my dreams come true this year~