rant x 1000000000000

life is so tough during the economy downturn

no increment & now rumours speculatin pay cuts in april

everyone turns demotivated at work including myself

i could not resign & just look for another good pay job - i'm bonded for god's sake

i have no idea why i need to work 6 days a week & each day i need to work for more than 14 hours

can anyone tells me for what i'm workin so hard?

i have nightmares at times - dreamin bout never endin work

overworked & in return cuttin 5% of my pay

fark you, HP!

140209

Happy Valentine's Day

i hate you then i love you

RIP

i miss bloggin so much, as much as miss my bed

been so busy at work till i could not sleep, could not eat, could not go pee pee, could not celebrate CNY, could not online *sob*

i spent more than 14 hrs in the office.. sometimes even reach office at 3am without any sleep and stay till night.. even on MC i come back to work *wtf*

current state: insomnia + backache + exhausted + stressful + screwed up + suicidal mode

gotta get back to hell work.. ciao, if i contiue working like this, i think i would be up in heaven very soon.. i heard from my chum, a China guy workin few part time jobs in Auckland to support his study.. end up he is DEAD! would i be the next one?!?